The last time I had sex was in september (unprotected), about a month later I notice bleeding after pooping. I did not think much of it at the time because this would happen every so often and would go away the next time I used the restroom. However this time it persisted for months, after one time is was extremely painful to go and so much blood came after wiping. I'm not sure why but I finally decided it was time to take a look (even though it had been going on for months) and I didn't notice anything suspicious besides an anal skin tag which I believe is either from a fissure or hemorrhoids. Since that time I became extremely anxious about it all and could not stop googling. I believe I have had an anal fissure all this time, I went to see a gastro doc about it and got a colonoscopy done. Anyways pain is still there on and off and I think its just a fissure reopening and closing. For the past few weeks I have been so anxious about herpes I non stop take pictures to see if there is anything new. So for about a week I was having tingling in right below my butt almost near my groin area. Then about a week after the tingling stops, one day I noticed a few red little wounds, I never noticed any blisters before just the small red wounds. I don't know if its from using the restroom and wiping a lot because I think the anxiety has caused me to use the restroom more than usual. However those dots were on my anus not around it and I could only really see them when straining. The dots/wounds disappeared about 2 days later and I had a colonoscopy 3 days later with my doctor finding nothing wrong. I would not say they were really ulcers but my skin was definitely broken in those spots. I was just wondering what you think of all this? I plan on getting a blood test either this week or next week, just wanted to hear input as the anxiety is driving me crazy right now. Also I know it doesn't really matter but I thought I might add that ive never done anal. Thank you!